I was worried about what people would think.

How could they see that the Lord favored us, when we were stripped of all or “friends”.

Nothing made sense. I was living in a whirlwind of pain. On lonely street, where my close friends became daggers against my heart.  How does one heal from such betrayal? How can you forgive someone who does not recognize their wrongs and hurts you over and over again?

In the midst of my pain, sadness and brokenness, I felt like I was alone. I felt like I was forgotten. It was a horrible feeling of wanting justice and yet knowing that it might never come.   I would ask the Lord to take my burden away, f